Someone that understands me and is willing to meet soon!

I made a big mistake, I cheated in my marriage and everything ended right away for me. 20 years ago I came over from Vietnam because of my ex-husband and we have 2 children. A year ago, I fell for another man and went to bed with him. We had sex a lot of times but that led to my divorce and my children hating me, they want nothing to do with me and they see me as a whore. I had never done something like that before and I can't change the past. A friend of mine told me to find someone new and to start enjoying life again. That's why I am here now and I hope to find someone that will make me happy again somehow.