Are you able to handle my crazy wild side?

I will explain what I think is a bit crazy, because yes I am married, but... To come to the point, he doesn't give me any attention and I don't understand it at all! He sends me away and leaves me alone, he doesn't want my body or any sex. Well, I'm done with it, after a hundred warnings he still doesn't take me seriously so then I will just choose for myself? Do you also think it's a bit crazy?